Friday, May 13, 2016

Sophomore Year ~

Being a sophomore was weird. I was no longer a little freshman, but I still felt lost in so many other ways.  Looking at everything I've learned, it all came from mistakes. I've just come to accept the fact that they are going to happen and they will suck. And after they suck for awhile, you slowly just move forward until it's not so bad anymore. But I don't think mistakes should define a whole year. Even though it's what stands out in my mind, every blessing God gave has given me far surpasses the bad. Even right now as I'm writing this, I feel down, and I've felt this way for weeks. 
I think to sum up sophomore year, I've learned that you just move forward. Thankfully, no one has to do this alone, because JC is here. Even when you are stubborn, He is still chasing after you. Like literally running towards you. Not only that, but His love comes through the people who care about you. I didn't mean for this to turn into some cheese ball post, but it's the truth and also something I need to hear right now. I think before college, I've always loved people, but I never thought I'd love people this much. And not in a "I'm now an extrovert" kind of way (def still an introvert), but in a "let's all love each other" type of way. Everyone is going though something that requires a hug and some loving (this also includes loving people you don't like wow).
How was my sophomore year? Eventful. So many things happened, so many people were met, and so many lessons were learned. Hopefully it means that I won't make the same mistakes again, but if I do (not on purpose I hope), it's okay. Never stop trying, and keep on loving. 

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